sweetness. sweetness never suits me.

i haven't been updating quite as much as I'd like to lately, but it seems that i only blog at the LEAST CONVENIENT of times. such as right now. its 1:37am, and i have an exam tomorrow. should i be studying? maybe. should i be sleeping? yes. should i have started studying days, if not even weeks ago? definitely. should i be updating my blog right now at this specific and crucial hour? NO!

GEEZE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU (me!)!? haha. toot toot toot your horn. i don't really care i guess =P.

I'm sure I'll get by...parrr usual. i wish i wasn't such a slacker.

i think my habit of slacking off in school and becoming completely apathetic and ANTI-goal-oriented in my academics started in grade 9 when i failed my math exam. there was no hope thereafter.

asian girl leaves public school located in the south side of london, where most students come from lower income families with single parents, kids in her 5th grade class smoked cigarettes, and girls get knocked up at 14 and become whiteoaks mall rats (that she will later bump into when shes in highschool), --suddenly shes in a highschool located in central london, surrounded by affluent peers who live in north london and drive shiny lexus'''s's''s''', and go to soccer practice. by default she becomes unsmart. sigh.

anyway, this blog was supposed to be a one liner like "im studying, but not"

but instead, became this.

um. i will update for real next time.

bye!

a penny for your thoughts....

hmm. tickles.


also!
go here and watch this...
http://www.soulpancake.com/view_post/210246/just-remember-this-word-muto.html